my Father is the gardener

each one of us have our own weaknesses

and i have come to discover abt my weaknesses

BUT God told me, not to be let down by it

instead work on wat i'm good at

and multiply fruits

indeed this is good, and encouraging

John 15:2 says,

"He cuts off every branch in me

that bears no fruit,

while every branch that does bear fruit,

he prunes,

so that it will be even more fruitful."

hidden sins

one day, i decided to wash my car

after i got back from work

i was racing against time coz it was

getting darker n darker

and then i realized

that dirt can only be seen in light

and dirt is easily spotted and cleansed in light

when it is in darkness, yes i could still wash but

tat part was not thoroughly cleansed

because i couldn't see where the dirt was

Jesus is my light,

in His lightness,

i am revealed of the spots

that i need to deal with and be cleansed

everyday He points out to me the place

where i need cleansing and healing

"Light has come into the world,

but men loved darkness instead of light

because their deeds were evil.

Everyone who does evil hates the light,

and will not come into the light

for fear that his deeds will be exposed."

-John 3:19-20

"I have come into the world as a light,

so that no one who believes in me

should stay in darkness." John 12:46

should i

i need to plan my time, my schedule

more responsibility, more things to handle

at times i need to show restraint

to say no to certain things

things never seem to get done,

i just want to finish them, and move on

the way i respond

1Tim 4:12

412 youth's verse

but i am disappointed with my speech

it is a blow to my heart

His presence

went to penang house of prayer

for the first time last night

it was a night of intimacy with Him

just me and God

i know that His plan for me is good

i know He is calling me to strip away

everything that is blocking me from fixing

my focus unto Him

just abiding in Him

in His presence

He is always drawing me to Him

telling me who i am again

He cares for me, i know that

and i am going back to Him

always know,

God is in control

a silver lining

they are my fav band

their first album was good

this is their second album

been listening lately, i like them

to be clothed with love

i am to love and to care

for the needs of others

just dying to the self-centredness

and "what about me" question

if the focus is on myself

i am gonna be so locked in my world

and missing out on the

things which is all around me

so love like how God love me,

dead grass can eventually come to life

"If i speak in the tongues of men and of angels,

but have not love, I am only resounding gong

or a clanging symbal." 1 Cor 13:1

You sent special ppl into my life

and showed me how to love

flawless is He

all the mistakes that i've made

many times

He is always gracious to reveal them to me

pondering upon it

how can i not aware what i was doing

that was really something i shouldn't have done

i shall remember not to do it again =)

we need each other

we ought to love each other

with forgiveness comes reconciliation

chainless

we are free to run

we are free to live for You

workload

i feel like it is all just passing me by

it is because i am so tired

and it has made me lost focus and blur

i feel like it is so heavy upon me

so many things in mind

work, church, myself, family, friends, anxieties

i barely have free time

i think i am trapped in this heavy work

i just wana rest

but honestly, God has been really good to me

although i have so much difficulty,

i know He is there

"you say it best, when you say nothing at all"

-ronan keating-

at times, quietness is beautiful

high rise

im now at mont kiara

and im here wit my boss and another colleague

to meet up with clients

will be here till friday

and i think soho kl is beautiful

drove all around, ate good foods,

met up with clients,

went to 1U, then met up wit my aunt awhile

kinda tiring

going off to rest soon..

sometimes it is nice to stand on top

and watch cars passing by

restoration

He told me not to worry

He has sent His Son to set me free

and He is concern about me

He wants me to be whole

He will make me whole

"Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand,

that he may lift you up in due time.

Cast all your anxiety on him because

He cares for you." - 1 Peter 6-7

actually He is near

God sent so many ppl to tell me the same thing

i think He cares about me

two of my church friends told me about it

even my aunt from KL called to tell me

must be God used them to tell me

so i am going, to a seminar

which i didnt have any idea of joining it at first

remember God is there, watching over you

greatest of all

i love Love

oh how i love to love

oh how i love to be loved

perfect love drives out all fear

love is patience, love is kind

love do not envy, love do not boast

love is not proud, love is not rude

love is not self seeking,

love keeps no records of wrongs

the greatest is love

let love light up,

amen

it always get better

draw me close again

breathe a fresh new life in me

i want to be keep reminded

of all the things You have done for me

of all the things You have said to me

this silence will break

these chains will break

i'm thankful of the friendship we can have

my courage is found in You

the finishing touch

it is thursday already

n i'm feeling good

besides wisdom, help n strength from the Lord

someone must have prayed for me

the project i'm working on at my workplace

went smoothly

yesterday this verse came

just at the time i needed it

"Suppose one of you wants to build a tower.

Will he not first sit down and estimate the cost

to see if he has enough money to complete it?

For if he lays the foundation and is not able to

finish it, everyone who sees it will ridicule him,

saying, "This fellow began to build and was

not able to finish.' -Luke 14:28-30-

let us spur each other on

not alone even when i am alone

coz He is with me

not knocked down despite many challenges

coz the inward joy is ringing at every single beat of my heart

the joy filled by knowing Him

and the joy knowing that He is watching over me

and that every day is a gift from my Heavenly Father

God has sent me many surprises and blessings

He knows perfectly just what i need

i don't know what is ahead

but i do know that i have today

let me not live a life which is a showcase to others

and let me not live a life with idols and lust for worldly things

but to live a life pleasing to You and to only desire You alone

and that nothing can separate me from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus, my Lord

it is march, and flowers are going to bloom

God alone make it bloom

every breath that i take, every moment i am awake

let every inch of me be useful to You

"Always give yourselves fully to the work

of the Lord, because you know that your

labor in the Lord is not in vain." 1 Cor 15:58