Emmanuel has come

Merry Christmas!

May God's love, joy and peace spread
throughout the world this Christmas!

life

life is more important.

relieve

youtube can actually

cheers me up with the video i like

whenever i'm too caught up at work

He is behind all the excellence

learn, learn and learn

still

probably i have to go through this...

You are my hiding place..

guide

help me to discern.

who's in charge?

i have learnt that since i surrendered my life to Jesus that day

God has been directing me in all the steps and paths that i take

with that, i begun to cultivate trust and confidence in God

knowing that the plans He has for me is to prosper me,

to bring me hope and a future, and not to harm me

from that, He always remind me

not to let my hearts be troubled but trust in Him

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight." -Prov 3:5-

offering

as i watch the movie, The Freedom Writers

i imagined the amount of strength, endurance and courage

that the teacher had to go thru against all odds

it is really amazing, such sacrifice..

mission so focused and with much passion and hope

a great movie, a powerful one

it spoke to me..

"the sun cannot compare

to the glory of Your love

there is no shadow in Your presence"

-paul baloche-

they will see You

all my life

i surrender to You

in You i place my trust

You will be praised

You will be feared

Your glory will shine to the ends of the earth

more than enough to help...

what's on my mind

these few days, all that i'm thinking about

is companies, clubs and organizations

the designs, the linking, the planning

oh God....

i need resources, ideas and plans

i need time, and also the rest

do or not to do

it is so tempting everyday

i want to do something

which gives pleasure

somehow the pleasure feels right

but somehow it feels wrong

in the end, i just let go

there is a need in me

to attain wisdom

and receive instruction on what is right

before i do something

am i alone in this?

no.. train me

hold me

peaceful

peaceful

with Him

walking

by the streams of water

my Lord, Jesus

thank You

for all the blessings and good gifts

comes down only from my Father in Heaven

the assurance

all the time, God is good

let the praises rings

from all who have tasted

His goodness

He holds my hand

He walks beside me

He guides me

He never leave me

in Him, i am secure

He is with me

all the time

freely give

voluntarily love

"it is not too hard to find

someone who will give their

life a sacrifice for you

just open your eyes

see the love

is right in front of you"

-josiah james-

the bigger picture

sometimes i really do not know

whether i should do it

i long for more of His voice

coz i am not sure

perhaps more pieces of puzzle

will make a clearer picture

faith.hope.love.

"And now these three remain:

faith, hope and love.

But the greatest of these is love."

1 Corinthians 13:13

though i may not see but

in You, i have faith, hope and love

photo credit: wvfc

my comfort

None But Jesus by Hillsong

it is one of my fav songs

love listening to it at night

when it is quiet

He is my comforter

healer

mend this heart

heal this heart

touch this heart

of mine

O Lord, come quickly

a new heart

let light shine in the darkness of this heart

He is watching over me

the fear of the Lord

begins with the scripture

read, study and meditate on it

grasp it and memorize it

then you will begin to understand

to fear the Lord

the Lord is good all the time

life

life only begins after accepting Christ
because Jesus said,
"I am the way, the truth and the life."
you may be wondering,
"come on.. what is this that you are talking abt?"
but,
"life begins when you have a relationship
with God, and Jesus is the bridge
to Him"
Jesus said,
"I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes
to the Father except through me."
John 14:6

into Jordan

He is leading

and i should

obey

where does my courage comes from

where does my strength comes from

look where

in whatever that i do

focus on pleasing God

live to please God
not self or men

He leadeth me

He is with me

He is leading me

the call

answer immediately
so not to miss the call,
unless the caller keeps calling,
then you know the caller
wants to give you another
opportunity
to pick up the call..

"...Jesus called them,
and immediately they left
the boat and their father
and followed Him." -Matt 4:21-22

His word and love

every moment
take a thought upon His word
let His word
reign over any dark thoughts
every moment
i am preciously watched over by a King
let His love
covers over every darkness
i am fearfully and wonderfully made
i am dearly loved by my King in every way
there is nothing to hide
there is nothing to lose
there is nothing to fear

He love me more than i can imagine

reading and prayer

i just smiled
as i browsed thru some of my old blog posts
those were the days..
yeah i do have another blog which i stopped
writing on it since the beginning of this year

and i just came back from prayer meeting
wasnt just a time of prayer
but also good to know what's happening
in our nation and in the real world

ok, i'm off to grab some books to read..
btw, i track books i have read using Google Books

rise again my child

even with little strength

keep on striving

get back up little by little

coz His word is ringing

He is calling me

His love for me is deep

praise Him

all the more

i will praise You

even when i'm downcast

even when i'm weak

even when chains are not broken

coz i know it will all be gone sooner

or later in that glorious day

there must be a purpose to all this

i trust in You

more than conquerors

You are here

You gave me strength

You sustained me

how awesome it is to know

that You are with me through it all

through joy,

through sickness,

through difficulties,

through uncertainty

You were there all the time

and You work all things for good

for those who love You

"And we know that in all things God works
for the good of those who love him,
who have been called according to his purpose."

-Romans 8:28

in my life, be lifted high

God is above all

He is exalted above everything

above my life

above my desire

above my ambition

above my relationships

above my reputation

the days

He give, and He also take away

every moment is precious

what i have now, i might lose it tomorrow

i will never know of the uncertainty

but after all nothing is more precious than You

because when everything is stripped away,

i am glad that

i know You, i have You

i am Yours, and You call me child,

i call you Father

and that You will be with me till eternity

heavenly Father, calm me down...

You are the everlasting God

You know what is good for me

and i'll trust in You

"all my delight is in You Lord,

all of my hope, all of my strength"

blessing flows from Him

"because your love is better than life,

my lips will glorify you"

psalm 63:3

God, thank You

that it is done..

thank You, God..

thank You for the works of Your hand

stand

things are unstable

but im standing on a stable rock

the rock is strong

when all things shake

i am still

i am still...

i am alive...

i know You are here

You are mighty to save

relinquish

giving Him what i cannot carry

giving Him the pain that i cant stand

giving Him my dear ones that i cant hold any longer

giving Him the desire that i've been chasing

giving Him my whole heart full of self

my soul cries out, i want...

His Lordship in my life

Jesus, be my Lord

everlasting love

i feel the love of God

He show me His love for me in different ways

He love me for who i am

for He created my inmost being

He first loved me,

and He still love me

and will always love me

He is the lover of my soul

He is my maker

i am dearly loved by God

and perfect love cast out all fears

in Him, i find my identity

in Him, i am free

in Him, i am found

it's gonna be a new day soon

tonight..

my heart is to be at peace

never have to worry

never have to carry any burdening thoughts

just let go, and surrender all to God

always to be reminded,

never grow weary doing good.

halt

it all went too fast

and i did not aware

of what i have been doing

and of the destruction

it could have given me

awaken

by His still small voice

i gotta stop

stop all the chasing.....

just let go

He will take care of them all

"There is a way that seems right to a man,

but in the end it leads to death." - Proverbs 14:12

back to basic

got to learn to trust

that God will provide in time to come

"The Lord is my shepherd,

i shall not be in want." Psalm 23:1

be joyful in hope,

patient in affliction,

faithful in prayer ...

other than that,

i've been listening to

josiah james - the morning light

good music, good lyrics

one

i got to say that it was a tough week for me

but God was with me,

love, joy n peace was always there

though i may fail at times, but i know

it is for good, by remaining in Him

He makes all things right again

i just want to be always glued to Him

just being in oneness with God

"that all of them may be one, Father,

just as you are in me and I am in you.

May they also be in us so that the world

may believe that you have sent me."

John 17:21

red moon

i saw a full red moon

just above the sea

a sight which i did not came across before

it was big and beautiful

it is the work of His hands

it did remind me of Jesus second coming

"The sun will be turned to darkness

and the moon to blood

before the coming of the great

and glorious day of the Lord.

And everyone who calls

on the name of the Lord will be saved." Acts 2:19

song addiction

a month or so, some songs in the radio

made me feel like puking

some are alright

but some are bad and confusing

coz i come to know

it doesn't make me any good

with that, i dont listen to them much anymore

been deleting some of those songs

from my phone

i am freed

free from addiction to those songs

now, listen with discernment

the old order of things has passed away

i am young in Christ

but the ancient One lives in me

He guides me to the truth and the life

majestic

victory forever !

my heart sing praises to You

my lips will ever praise You

my God is sovereign

there is lasting joy

remaining in Him

altogether You are able

i am able because He is able

apart from Him, i can do nothing

He is everlasting

run to Him

always refer back to Him

the One who holds all truth

when you are in pain, in hurting

in fear, in doubt

go back to Him

the God of everything

will comfort you

because He cares for you

seeking answers from tv, movies,

radio songs or friends who are like you

never really helps

because they too are confused

but God isnt, He is the answer

the way, the truth and the life

when you seek Him, you will find

He knows what you are suffering from

He can heal you

and also know that your brothers and sisters

in Christ around the world

is also praying for you

seek godly counsel

lifted

God, has been good to me

He was there all the time

when i was downcast

He spoke to me, He gave me joy

He picked me up from the darkness

when i was in fear

He calmed me

He gave me words of encouragement

life, and power

He is truly a living God

He is always present

in Him, joy is sufficient

down the road,

there might be a Red Sea

but God can part it for us to cross

give thanks to the Lord

for He is good

His love endures forever

shattered

a broken spirit,

a broken and contrite heart..

O God, you will not despise..

in You i will find joy,

in You i will find peace,

let me be a sweet fragrance unto You

and a song which is pleasing to Your ear

challenges

Jesus walked on water

matthew 14:22-36

i think that walking on water

is something which is impossible to do

and after reading the scripture again

before Jesus walked on water

He actually prayed

i realized, that to accomplish anything

prayer is the key

God can perform miracle for us

"God will never call you to a task without

going with you to see it through.

He will provide all that you need."

not moving, till You move me

to just wait upon the Lord

and not making any move

until He leads me

just hold on, put it on hold

till He speaks

for these past few days

i've been struggling

but as i wait, and wait

i see that obedience produces fruits

"trust and obey"

freedom

it is not right

and i know it cannot continue to prolong

it needs to stop coz

i want to serve You wholeheartedly

i want to live out who i was created to be

i need to first take that step of faith

and in His mighty name, Jesus

breakthrough is gonna happen

He is able, He is with me thru it

and i will be freed from that stronghold forever

"do not be afraid, for I am with you.."

sacrificial love

my first love,

the one who loved me first

"This is love:
not that we loved God,
but that he loved us
and sent His son as an atoning sacrifice
for our sins." 1 John 4:10

when you love someone,
you have that person in mind
you are willing to sacrifice for that person
the love that brings good to that person

how much more for a God who loved me first
He knows me, He knows my every thought
He knows each tear that fall
He knows what i need to grow and
He knows what i need to be able to be with Him again
He did it for me
and most importantly He loves me

"He is the atoning sacrifice for our sins,
and not only for ours
but also for the sins of the whole world." 1 John 2:2

resist

tempted

by a big banquet of food?

to put coins into the jackpot hole?

by a cute guy or a girl just passed by?

by worldly persuasion?

is your flesh crying out?

because Jesus has overcame the world

then those who believe in Him

is an overcomer

stop feeding the flesh and

start feeding on His word

a bible scripture marathon

instead of a movie marathon

find great delight in Him

because Jesus said,

"Man does not live on bread alone,
but on every word that comes
from the mouth of God." -Matt 4:4

as long as it takes

this is her sophomore album
it is good, n i like them

when it feels like falling apart again
dont give up hope just yet
coz just a little while more
the mountains will be moved
what seemed impossible
become possible
coz you are not alone in this

the song

"He will rejoice over you with singing" - Zeph 3:17

here with me

God of all wisdom

He created the heavens and the earth

in Him, i breathe and move

though i am young in Christ

but God, the ancient One

lives in me

"And I will ask the Father,

and he will give you another Counselor

to be with you forever—

the Spirit of truth.

The world cannot accept him,

because it neither sees him

nor knows him.

But you know him,

for he lives with you

and will be in you." John 14:16-17

good friday

friday was good

i've been playin chris tomlin's song

in my car, then so happen

the song "mighty is the power of the cross"

played on friday morning

and then, i remembered

of His crucifixion at Calvary

Christ died for my sins, and His death

is a victory over death

it was a sweet silent morning

just thinking about Christ

and His love for the world

had a beautiful quiet day, just reflecting

thank You for the cross

thank You Jesus

i'm alive

You can make me whole

fearfully and wonderfully made

feels like I'm tied up, what's holding me?
just praying today will be the day I go free

I want to live like there's no tomorrow
I want to dance like no one's around
I want to sing like nobody's listening
Before I lay my body down
I want to give like I have plenty
I want to love like I'm not afraid
I want to be the woman I was meant to be
I want to be the way I was made

made in Your likeness, made with Your hands
made to discover who You are and who I am
all I've forgotten help me to find
all that You've promised let it be in my life

by chris tomlin

psalm 139:14

renew

today

not the same

as yesterday

tomorrow

not the same

as today

my Father is the gardener

each one of us have our own weaknesses

and i have come to discover abt my weaknesses

BUT God told me, not to be let down by it

instead work on wat i'm good at

and multiply fruits

indeed this is good, and encouraging

John 15:2 says,

"He cuts off every branch in me

that bears no fruit,

while every branch that does bear fruit,

he prunes,

so that it will be even more fruitful."

hidden sins

one day, i decided to wash my car

after i got back from work

i was racing against time coz it was

getting darker n darker

and then i realized

that dirt can only be seen in light

and dirt is easily spotted and cleansed in light

when it is in darkness, yes i could still wash but

tat part was not thoroughly cleansed

because i couldn't see where the dirt was

Jesus is my light,

in His lightness,

i am revealed of the spots

that i need to deal with and be cleansed

everyday He points out to me the place

where i need cleansing and healing

"Light has come into the world,

but men loved darkness instead of light

because their deeds were evil.

Everyone who does evil hates the light,

and will not come into the light

for fear that his deeds will be exposed."

-John 3:19-20

"I have come into the world as a light,

so that no one who believes in me

should stay in darkness." John 12:46

should i

i need to plan my time, my schedule

more responsibility, more things to handle

at times i need to show restraint

to say no to certain things

things never seem to get done,

i just want to finish them, and move on

the way i respond

1Tim 4:12

412 youth's verse

but i am disappointed with my speech

it is a blow to my heart

His presence

went to penang house of prayer

for the first time last night

it was a night of intimacy with Him

just me and God

i know that His plan for me is good

i know He is calling me to strip away

everything that is blocking me from fixing

my focus unto Him

just abiding in Him

in His presence

He is always drawing me to Him

telling me who i am again

He cares for me, i know that

and i am going back to Him

always know,

God is in control

a silver lining

they are my fav band

their first album was good

this is their second album

been listening lately, i like them

to be clothed with love

i am to love and to care

for the needs of others

just dying to the self-centredness

and "what about me" question

if the focus is on myself

i am gonna be so locked in my world

and missing out on the

things which is all around me

so love like how God love me,

dead grass can eventually come to life

"If i speak in the tongues of men and of angels,

but have not love, I am only resounding gong

or a clanging symbal." 1 Cor 13:1

You sent special ppl into my life

and showed me how to love

flawless is He

all the mistakes that i've made

many times

He is always gracious to reveal them to me

pondering upon it

how can i not aware what i was doing

that was really something i shouldn't have done

i shall remember not to do it again =)

we need each other

we ought to love each other

with forgiveness comes reconciliation

chainless

we are free to run

we are free to live for You

workload

i feel like it is all just passing me by

it is because i am so tired

and it has made me lost focus and blur

i feel like it is so heavy upon me

so many things in mind

work, church, myself, family, friends, anxieties

i barely have free time

i think i am trapped in this heavy work

i just wana rest

but honestly, God has been really good to me

although i have so much difficulty,

i know He is there

"you say it best, when you say nothing at all"

-ronan keating-

at times, quietness is beautiful

high rise

im now at mont kiara

and im here wit my boss and another colleague

to meet up with clients

will be here till friday

and i think soho kl is beautiful

drove all around, ate good foods,

met up with clients,

went to 1U, then met up wit my aunt awhile

kinda tiring

going off to rest soon..

sometimes it is nice to stand on top

and watch cars passing by

restoration

He told me not to worry

He has sent His Son to set me free

and He is concern about me

He wants me to be whole

He will make me whole

"Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand,

that he may lift you up in due time.

Cast all your anxiety on him because

He cares for you." - 1 Peter 6-7

actually He is near

God sent so many ppl to tell me the same thing

i think He cares about me

two of my church friends told me about it

even my aunt from KL called to tell me

must be God used them to tell me

so i am going, to a seminar

which i didnt have any idea of joining it at first

remember God is there, watching over you

greatest of all

i love Love

oh how i love to love

oh how i love to be loved

perfect love drives out all fear

love is patience, love is kind

love do not envy, love do not boast

love is not proud, love is not rude

love is not self seeking,

love keeps no records of wrongs

the greatest is love

let love light up,

amen

it always get better

draw me close again

breathe a fresh new life in me

i want to be keep reminded

of all the things You have done for me

of all the things You have said to me

this silence will break

these chains will break

i'm thankful of the friendship we can have

my courage is found in You

the finishing touch

it is thursday already

n i'm feeling good

besides wisdom, help n strength from the Lord

someone must have prayed for me

the project i'm working on at my workplace

went smoothly

yesterday this verse came

just at the time i needed it

"Suppose one of you wants to build a tower.

Will he not first sit down and estimate the cost

to see if he has enough money to complete it?

For if he lays the foundation and is not able to

finish it, everyone who sees it will ridicule him,

saying, "This fellow began to build and was

not able to finish.' -Luke 14:28-30-